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Review: The Narrow Road to the Deep North

At this stage of my life, The Narrow Road to the Deep North reads as a study in justification.

Richard Flanagan moves through every camp, every mind, every moral universe. Prisoners. Surgeons. Lovers. Japanese officers bound to the Emperor. Each inhabits a logic that makes sense from the inside. Honour. Duty. Survival. Desire.

History turns on those private narratives. People act. Then they explain. The explanation hardens into belief. The belief becomes identity.

Flanagan’s range unsettles because it removes the comfort of certainty. He shows how lived experience shapes language, posture, allegiance. A man formed by hunger speaks differently from a man formed by command. A nation formed by defeat remembers differently from one formed by empire.

The novel widens the frame. It reveals how easily righteousness takes root. It shows how repetition grows from persuasion rather than ignorance.

The horror sits in the background. The real force lies in the anatomy of self-justification.

I read “The Narrow Road to the Deep North” in the way I now read many war novels, I moved past much of the graphic brutality. I understand what the railway was. I did not need every blow described. I was fascinated by Flanagan’s willingness to enter the minds of the Japanese officers and show how honour, obedience and Emperor worship formed a moral world in which cruelty could be framed as as duty, even virtue, and suffering recast as proof of loyalty.

This mythic language, set inside an operating theatre, shifts the scale. A surgeon who once carried himself with absolute command feels the weight of his own humanity. The hand that once cut clean now trembles. The body remembers. The past intrudes.

“He had stolen light from the sun and fallen to earth. For a moment he had to turn away from the table and compose himself, so that the rest of the team would not see his scalpel shaking.”

The horror in the book becomes more unbearable because the prose is so luminous. Beauty heightens contrast. When a writer can render tenderness, love, memory, even desire with such precision, the brutality feels sharper.

You do not need to read every detail of suffering to recognise that power. The architecture of the book carries it. The moral weight is present in the pauses, in the fractured relationships, in the way time folds back on itself.

Flanagan writes extremity, yet he also writes longing. He writes shame. He writes the ache of love that never resolves. That is what makes the novel extraordinary.

The railway is the crucible, yet the book is about what remains afterwards.

I responded to the beauty of the sentences as much as the history.

For me that is enough.

A moment in The Choral that shows how lived experience changes everything

I recently saw The Choral . It is a magnificent movie. It broke my heart in a good way.

Partly because it is so beautiful. Partly because it is so powerful. And partly because of one moment that keeps opening out into other moments long after you leave the cinema.

A choir member who is also a Protestant minister stands and says there is no such thing as purgatory. In his faith, the soul goes straight to heaven or hell. No in between.

Then Clive speaks.

He has come back from the war with one arm. He says purgatory is real. It is the space between two sides fighting, the moment when you step forward and you don’t know whether you will live or die.

The room goes completely still.

I am confident that minister would never stand up and say there is no purgatory again. I don’t think anyone else in the room would either and everyone who sees the film.

What moved me was not only the moment itself, but what it unlocked. How often lived experience cuts straight through belief. How two people can stand in the same place and see entirely different things, shaped by what they have lived, what they have lost, what they carry in their bodies.

It felt like a reminder to slow down in conversations. To listen more carefully. To leave room for the fact that someone else may be standing in a place you have never been.

Review: Heaven, My Home by Attica Locke is a Rare Crime Novel that Tells the Truth without Flinching

Heaven, My Home: Book 2 (Highway 59 by Attica Locke) is the rare crime novel that trusts the reader with complexity and tells the truth without flinching.

Attica Locke opens the book inside the fear of a nine year old white boy, Levi, alone on a lake after taking a boat without permission. The motor dies. The radio cuts out. Silence thickens under Spanish moss. Before race, before politics, before judgement, we sit with pure vulnerability. A frightened child. A bad decision. Consequences closing in.

That choice reverberates through the rest of the novel. Levi’s fear is immediate and personal, born of isolation and uncertainty. Later, when Ranger Darren Mathews reflects on what frightened white adults have done to the country, the contrast is unavoidable.

Fear in a child calls for care. Fear in those with power, left unexamined, becomes destructive.

Locke is unusually direct about the political moment she is writing into. She names Donald Trump repeatedly, refusing the safety of euphemism. Through Darren’s anger and his uncle Clayton’s blunt moral clarity, she captures the dread many Black Americans felt watching a far right wing president elected, a president perceived as excusing or emboldening Klan aligned ideology. This is not framed as abstract politics or partisan disagreement, but as a threat to safety, dignity, and belonging.

One of the book’s most unsettling achievements is its refusal to sanctify forgiveness. Clayton’s insistence that forgiveness has limits cuts against the comforting idea that moral grace is always redemptive. In Locke’s hands, forgiveness becomes something that can be weaponised, a habit that allows impunity to flourish when accountability is postponed again and again.

Place carries equal weight. The lake, the abandoned land, the back porch at dawn are not scenery. They hold memory, labour, exclusion, and loss.

Families stay, others are pushed out, time erodes even the most carefully laid plans. The land remembers longer than people do.

This is crime writing that places interior life at its centre. Marriage, desire, silence, and guilt are not side plots, they show how people seek safety when the world beyond their door grows hostile. Darren’s hope for the life of the child, his doubt about the country, his pull toward home, all sit in uneasy balance.

Heaven, My Home refuses to soften fear or smooth history. It names the moment it inhabits, honours Black interior life without explanation, and allows beauty and menace to exist side by side. It doesn’t tell you what to think. It shows you what it feels like to live there.

Review: Jane Harper The Last One Out

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Jane Harper writes Ro and Griff Crowley with such restraint that when their grief surfaces it feels almost intimate. Ro moves through the town with a kind of quiet damage she never names, and Griff watches her with that blend of care and regret that comes from a life reshaped by a single terrible night. Their pain is threaded through the small gaps in their conversations and the hesitations when they stand near each other.

What makes it so affecting is that their heartbreak feels lived. It’s the sort of sorrow that stretches across years, the kind people adapt to because there is no other choice. You see how parenting after loss has worn Ro thin at the edges, and how Griff carries his own sorrow like a weight he can’t put down. Harper trusts the reader to recognise that kind of bruising without explanation. It’s why you want to step inside the pages and hug them, offer something gentle where life has been so harsh.

The novel is also a stark reminder of what happens when mining rolls through a community. Harper shows the emotional strain, the economic fragility and the social unravelling that follow when a town is treated as a resource rather than a place where people build their lives. What unsettles you is how little the industry seems to care about the wreckage left behind. She doesn’t sermonise, she lets the truth sit there in the landscape, and the effect is quietly devastating.

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Review: The Seeker and the Sage by Brigid Delaney

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I read The Seeker and the Sage with a highlighter in my hand and my fixer brain running at full speed.

What The Seeker and the Sage taught me about being a fixer

On the surface it is Brigid Delaney talking to a Stoic “Mayor” about philosophy. Underneath, it is a book about people like me, people who see injustice, feel it in our bones, and then throw ourselves at it until there is not much left of us.

The line that hooked me early is the one I keep coming back to, that

our actions, our character and how we treat others are the only things we can control. Everything else, including what people say, what they click on, what they believe, is outside our hands.

As a truthteller who writes about power and abuse of power, that is both confronting and oddly comforting. I am used to working as if the outcome depends on me, as if more effort will eventually force the world to behave. The Mayor calmly points out that this is a recipe for misery. If your peace depends on the right verdict, the right headline, the right council decision, your peace is always at risk.

What the book keeps circling back to is the idea that the reward is doing the thing. The effort is the reward. You can line up your arrow, take care, use your skill, but you cannot control the wind. For someone wired to fix, that is a hard sentence to swallow. But it has also helped me see that my job is to tell the truth clearly, act with courage and fairness, and then let go of everything I never controlled in the first place.

The other idea that hit a nerve is about reality. Do you live in the world as it is, or in a story in your head that makes everything sweeter or more dangerous than it needs to be. As someone who spends a lot of time inside systems that are genuinely fraught and dangerous, this felt sharp. The Mayor’s answer is not to pretend things are fine, but to accept reality, think critically, and work within that reality instead of fighting the fact that it is hard.

The book is also strong on character. Courage, justice, wisdom and temperance are not abstract words here. They are habits. You practise them. You pick them up again when you drop them. You decide how to respond when you are angry, frightened or exhausted. As someone who is passionate about injustice, it reminded me that fury alone will not build the coalitions needed for change. Calm is not capitulation, it is a condition for good decisions.

Most of all, The Seeker and the Sage has helped me see my boundaries with clearer edges. I am still a fixer. I still care about corrupt systems, silenced voices, unfair outcomes. That part of me is not going anywhere. But this book has nudged me to shift the centre of gravity, from “Did I win” to “Did I act with integrity, did I stay true to my values, did I treat people well, including myself.”

If you are someone who carries the weight of the world, who feels responsible for outcomes you never fully controlled, this book offers more than ideas. It offers a way to keep your heart open without letting it be consumed.

Review: Conversations with Friends shows the terror of needing love before you can feel hope

Sally Rooney’s Conversations with Friends is a book that creeps under your skin. It is not loud or dramatic, yet it leaves you uneasy, as if you have glimpsed the raw interior of a life that could, in moments, be your own.

At its centre is Frances, a young woman who seems self-contained and clever but is deeply unmoored. She hides behind analysis and irony, believing that detachment is strength. When she begins an affair with Nick, a married man, the relationship becomes less about desire and more about power, a testing ground for her own sense of worth.

Rooney writes this unraveling with quiet precision. Frances’s physical illness, her emotional withdrawal, and her hunger for love all speak to the same condition, the terror of being unseen. In her need to be chosen, she gives herself away piece by piece, mistaking pain for proof that she matters.

The book’s most unsettling truth is that love, for Frances, becomes the only route to meaning. Without it, she feels erased. Rooney does not offer redemption or comfort. What she gives us instead is a portrait of a young woman beginning to see herself clearly, learning that self-destruction is not romantic and that the need for connection is neither shameful nor safe.

The title Conversations with Friends feels deceptively mild. It gives no hint of the emotional turbulence beneath the surface, of how love and longing can twist into self-erasure. The conversations that matter most are not the witty exchanges between friends, but the ones Frances has with herself — the ones that hurt.

Conversations with Friends is less a love story than an exploration of intimacy and selfhood. It asks what happens when you reach for love before you have learned how to stand. It is bleak, brilliant, and profoundly human, a reminder that for some, the search for love is really a search for hope.

and this further thought

Not everything needs to be explained

I came across the official reading group questions for Conversations with Friends and found they ask readers to dissect Frances’s choices as if she were a case study to analyse why she did or didn’t do certain things, or to decide whether her behaviour was justified.

Who are we to judge? That kind of questioning misses what Sally Rooney does so powerfully. Her characters aren’t meant to be explained or fixed. They move through life in all its confusion, making mistakes, protecting themselves, reaching for love in ways that don’t always make sense. That’s what makes them real. Sometimes a book like this isn’t asking to be analysed. It’s asking to be felt.

Maybe this is why I don’t join book clubs. I’ve always found it easier to write than to speak about what I’m feeling. I need time to let a story settle before I can make sense of it. In conversation, I struggle to find the right words, but on the page I can follow the threads of a thought and discover what I really mean. I feel some books, Conversations with Friends among them, deserve that kind of quiet space. For me they’re not for debating, they’re for sitting with.

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Review: Our Souls at Night by Kent Haruf

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One of the quiet truths at the core of Our Souls at Night is that age doesn’t deliver the freedom people imagine. Addie and Louis reach out to each other with such courage, yet their lives are still shaped by the expectations, judgments and needs of the people around them. They want something tender and straightforward, but family dynamics, old wounds and social pressure still reach into their choices.

Haruf shows that the longing for companionship doesn’t vanish with age, and neither does the sense of responsibility. You can be in your seventies and still feel tugged by loyalty, guilt and the unspoken rules set by others. The book recognises that, even late in life, autonomy is fragile. Someone else’s disapproval, someone else’s fear, can still close doors.

That is why the story feels beautiful, and a little heartbreaking. It honours the courage involved in reaching for joy when the world has narrowed, and it acknowledges how complicated it is to claim that joy when family still holds emotional power over you.

The book understands that we never stop wanting connection and we never stop negotiating with the people who matter to us, even when we think we should finally be free.

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When you feel the need to share your journal entries

What these two books taught me about living my own life

Lately I have been reading two very different books, Our Souls at Night by Kent Haruf and The Seeker and the Sage by Brigid Delaney, and they have landed in the same place for me. Both of them ask the question, what is mine to carry and what have I taken on that was never mine in the first place?

Haruf’s story of Addie and Louis shows how complicated life can remain, even in your seventies. They reach for companionship and connection yet family demands and old loyalties still shape what they can do. Their courage is quiet, and their freedom is always conditional. It reminded me that age does not cut the ties of obligation. It only changes them.

Reading that alongside The Seeker and the Sage made something else caught my attention. My life is my own. I don’t have responsibility for anyone except my garden, my cat and my chooks. I can choose how I spend my energy. I can choose what I carry.

I also know myself well enough to understand the part that needs some refining. I am a fixer. I see what needs mending and I step in with everything I have. My intentions are good, but sometimes I go too far. I pour in energy, time, clarity and effort, and when the response does not match the investment I can feel undervalued. That is where bitterness creeps in, and I am not interested in giving bitterness any space in my life.

What these two books have shown me is that this is not a flaw in my character. It is a calibration problem. I can still be a truth teller, still be someone who cares deeply about justice and fairness, without exhausting myself. I can match my effort to the invitation. I can offer support without taking on the whole load. I can say the wise thing and then step back, knowing the outcome belongs to the person who asked for help, not to me.

Both books reminded me that freedom is not only about independence. It is also about boundaries, about choosing where my energy goes, and about protecting the parts of myself that make me generous and steady.

I felt the need to put this journal entry into the world because these books held up a mirror and I recognised myself clearly for the first time in a long while. There is something grounding about naming a pattern out loud, something steadying about saying this is who I am and this is what I am working on. I think I shared it because many people my age feel the same tension between caring deeply and carrying too much, between wanting to help and feeling worn down by the weight of it. Putting it into words makes it real, and offering it publicly feels like an invitation for others to breathe out and say yes, that is me too.

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Review of Playground by Richard Powers – a reflection on everything we call progress

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“I will tell you honestly: Like everyone, I thought that the ocean was infinite and could not be harmed. I was wrong. The waters are warming. The large fish are disappearing. Plastics and metals and poisons are concentrating all the way up the food chain. And worse is yet to come …. Without your love, the ocean will die.”
Richard Powers, Playground (2024)

Playground is a layered, thoughtful novel that exposes the gap between what we’re building and what we’re losing. Richard Powers shows us the absurdity of thinking we can outbuild grief, out-code loss, or engineer our way past human responsibility. It’s a send-up, with real tenderness. It left me thinking about what matters, and what slips away when we’re not looking.

I’m someone who reads for character. I want to read about ordinary people doing the best they can with what they have. I want to feel close to the people on the page, to care about their choices, to sit with their joy and their pain. With Playground, I didn’t feel that same connection. Their voices felt distant, as if they were there to carry themes more than to live out real emotional lives. I could see what the book was doing, and I admired its scope, but I didn’t feel myself inside it.

Where the novel did reach me was through the story of the island of Makatea. Those passages felt different. Grounded. Devastating. The descriptions of how the island was mined for phosphate, how it was turned into a moonscape, stripped bare, and abandoned, were some of the most affecting in the book.

“When the phosphate mines closed, Makatea capsized.”

What struck me was how familiar the pattern felt. The locals didn’t want to work in the mines, so labour was brought in from Japan, China, Vietnam, and across the Pacific. It’s a pattern we’ve seen repeated: when profit is the only goal, we outsource the hardest work and displace the consequences. The industry leaves, and the place it hollowed out is left behind. That part of the story felt very real to me.

For me, the island’s story held the emotional weight. Not the imagined future of tech, but the very real cost of forgetting what we destroy to build it.

It left me thinking about what matters, and what slips away when we’re not looking.

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A story that breaks your heart open, then holds it gently – Review of My Friends by Fredrik Backman

Fredrik Backman’s My Friends is the kind of book that doesn’t just move you, it reaches in and quietly rearranges something in you. It’s a story about grief and friendship, about childhood trauma and adult love, about the brutal beauty of being human.

Through characters like Louisa, Ted, Fish and the artist, Backman gives voice to what so many people carry quietly: the fear of being forgotten, the ache of being misunderstood, the desperate hope that we might matter to someone, somewhere. He writes children with broken pasts and adults trying to outrun their ghosts, and he does it with tenderness, rage, humour, and astonishing insight.

There are lines in this book that made me stop breathing. Some pages feel like a conversation with the part of you that’s never healed. Others feel like a lifeline thrown straight into the storm.

What struck me most was how Backman explores the idea that the most dangerous place isn’t a dark alley—it’s inside us. And still, despite all the pain, this book is full of love. Fierce, defiant, protective love. Love that survives overdose, violence, cruelty and loss.

By the end, you realise My Friends isn’t about one person. It’s about all of us. The ones who draw strength from art, or superheroes, or tiny fish sketched on gallery walls. It’s about the friends who make it possible to survive the parts of life that feel unsurvivable.

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